Message on August 15, 1990
I was praying with tears in front of the Blessed Mother’s statue. Then, at about 4:15 p.m., I entered an ecstasy. The Blessed Mother appeared wearing a sparkling crown and a blue mantle and holding a rosary in one hand. She looked so beautiful, but her face was filled with anxiety.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! I am suffering even today, because there are too many sins in this world.
It was heartbreaking to hear the Blessed Mother speak these words. She needed to be comforted and praised by all her children on this Solemnity of her Assumption at least. Yet, she continued to suffer up to this day.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! How wonderful it would be, if all the children think the way you think. Now many children are following me superficially by compromising with the flesh, which will decay and vanish, and with the world, which is permeated with errors. I am very sad, because there are only very few children who are following me truly with their hearts.
As she sounded choked with tears, I looked at her and saw her weeping. I said to her eagerly.
Julia: Mother! I am sorry. Please forgive me. I have fallen far short of your will. I will try harder to follow your will.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Right now, the devil is harassing you by using all kinds of methods to defeat you and to topple priests and many children whom I have chosen, so that the messages may not spread. The flowers of evil look pretty on the exterior, but confuse and seize even the hearts of innocent souls in cunning ways. Such evil hides even behind innocent-looking appearances. This can be discerned only by the souls who are in the state of grace.
There are souls who claim to know the path to Heaven with their minds and speak of it with their mouths, but they do not practice it. Instead, they judge others out of pride and greed. If they could be offered to me through your sufferings, so that they may empty their hearts filled with pride and arrogance, would you be willing to receive pains?
Julia: Yes, Mother! If you help me, what is there that I cannot do?
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Thank you, my daughter!
At that moment, there was a loud noise like an earthquake and a strange figure appeared before me. Its upper body resembled a gray horse, while its lower body looked human. It was the devil of division. He was promoting division among many nations, and, as a result, wars broke out between three of them. The nation located in the middle eventually retreated after fighting for a while. The devil was laughing gleefully at this scene.
The head devil sent the smaller devils into the world and looked down on all nations, muttering, “Which one will I drag into war next?” While he was smiling with an ugly appearance, I said to him, “It would be better if you stopped now.” He said to me in a friendly way, “If you join us in our work, I will give you an entire nation.”
When I refused flatly, he attacked me and said, "If I get rid of you and Father Spies, my work will develop better. You are our big enemy. So, we'd better get rid of you." Then he abruptly began to attack me and demanded my surrender.
When I refused, he called other devils and said they should kill me. The head devil that looked like a horse knocked me down and pressed me on my neck. The smaller devils grabbed my legs and tried to break them. I entrusted everything to the Lord and the Blessed Mother. I prayed that there would be peace in the whole world, even if I got killed.
At one point, it became completely dark and I thought I was dying. But suddenly the pressure on my neck eased and a bright light was shone on me. Someone was holding my hand warmly and softly. At that moment, I heard a kind, friendly, and yet sorrowful voice.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! My beloved and sweet daughter! I feel sorry that I always give you pains, but this Mother is suffering more pains because of the extreme insults. Now it is an age of sins and disorder. As you saw, this world is overflowing with disorder and, as a result, a great threat is weighing heavily upon the entire human race. Even if I try to hold it off, what use will it be, if the world does not repent?
There has never been another age when so many children of this world strayed so far away from repentance and brought ruin upon themselves in cooperation with the devils and under the control of the devils as now. All of them must listen to my voice of love. But, instead of listening to my earnest voice burning with love, they revolt against me with sacrileges, insults, criticisms and judgments, thereby causing great damage to other souls. Because of this, my beloved little souls are suffering pains.
Julia: Mother! I offer up my pains so that they may convert as soon as possible.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Thank you, my Little Soul! Even if their sins are enormous, I have pity on them and desire their return. But, if they turn away from me and reject me, God's arm of justice will soon be raised and the cup of His wrath will overflow. What will be the use of regretting at that time?
My daughter who follows me, suffering pains! Even today, I am calling, through your sufferings, my weak and little souls who have to fight a difficult fight against the evil force that causes afflictions and temptations day and night. Offer your sufferings more graciously. Know that, as high protein causes more foul smell when it decomposes, rewards will also be greater when the road slopes more steeply.
I intend to collect the seeds of martyrdom from your sufferings, plant them in the Garden of my Immaculate Heart, so that flowers will blossom from these seeds of goodness. Therefore, prepare many good seeds. They will be used in saving many countries and the human race at the decisive time of tribulation.
My beloved Little Soul! Offer yourself completely, in faithfulness to me, for the sake of your brethren who are gravely insulting and resisting my love, and also for the sake of the priests and religious who are going through the pains of labor for the Church of today. You must walk straight forward on the path that the Saints walked entrusting themselves completely to me with love.
There has never been a Saint who has not followed me closely. You have been chosen by me for an important mission. Never doubt my protection and love. Trust and rely on me. Let’s turn the cup of wrath into the cup of blessing with the in- tense flame of love burning in my Immaculate Heart. Daughter! Even when all the people of this world desert you, do not forget that I am always at your side and remember the reward in Heaven. Take care. Good-bye!
As the Blessed Mother disappeared and the light was gone, my sufferings started and I struggled. When I opened my eyes, my body was aching so much that I could not even move. I was carried on a stretcher to my house. I felt intense pain in my legs, and my toes began bleeding. I also had difficulty breathing. Those who witnessed it said that they were surprised at the sudden bleeding of my toes.
Message on August 15, 1990
I was praying with tears in front of the Blessed Mother’s statue. Then, at about 4:15 p.m., I entered an ecstasy. The Blessed Mother appeared wearing a sparkling crown and a blue mantle and holding a rosary in one hand. She looked so beautiful, but her face was filled with anxiety.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! I am suffering even today, because there are too many sins in this world.
It was heartbreaking to hear the Blessed Mother speak these words. She needed to be comforted and praised by all her children on this Solemnity of her Assumption at least. Yet, she continued to suffer up to this day.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! How wonderful it would be, if all the children think the way you think. Now many children are following me superficially by compromising with the flesh, which will decay and vanish, and with the world, which is permeated with errors. I am very sad, because there are only very few children who are following me truly with their hearts.
As she sounded choked with tears, I looked at her and saw her weeping. I said to her eagerly.
Julia: Mother! I am sorry. Please forgive me. I have fallen far short of your will. I will try harder to follow your will.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Right now, the devil is harassing you by using all kinds of methods to defeat you and to topple priests and many children whom I have chosen, so that the messages may not spread. The flowers of evil look pretty on the exterior, but confuse and seize even the hearts of innocent souls in cunning ways. Such evil hides even behind innocent-looking appearances. This can be discerned only by the souls who are in the state of grace.
There are souls who claim to know the path to Heaven with their minds and speak of it with their mouths, but they do not practice it. Instead, they judge others out of pride and greed. If they could be offered to me through your sufferings, so that they may empty their hearts filled with pride and arrogance, would you be willing to receive pains?
Julia: Yes, Mother! If you help me, what is there that I cannot do?
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Thank you, my daughter!
At that moment, there was a loud noise like an earthquake and a strange figure appeared before me. Its upper body resembled a gray horse, while its lower body looked human. It was the devil of division. He was promoting division among many nations, and, as a result, wars broke out between three of them. The nation located in the middle eventually retreated after fighting for a while. The devil was laughing gleefully at this scene.
The head devil sent the smaller devils into the world and looked down on all nations, muttering, “Which one will I drag into war next?” While he was smiling with an ugly appearance, I said to him, “It would be better if you stopped now.” He said to me in a friendly way, “If you join us in our work, I will give you an entire nation.”
When I refused flatly, he attacked me and said, "If I get rid of you and Father Spies, my work will develop better. You are our big enemy. So, we'd better get rid of you." Then he abruptly began to attack me and demanded my surrender.
When I refused, he called other devils and said they should kill me. The head devil that looked like a horse knocked me down and pressed me on my neck. The smaller devils grabbed my legs and tried to break them. I entrusted everything to the Lord and the Blessed Mother. I prayed that there would be peace in the whole world, even if I got killed.
At one point, it became completely dark and I thought I was dying. But suddenly the pressure on my neck eased and a bright light was shone on me. Someone was holding my hand warmly and softly. At that moment, I heard a kind, friendly, and yet sorrowful voice.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Daughter! My beloved and sweet daughter! I feel sorry that I always give you pains, but this Mother is suffering more pains because of the extreme insults. Now it is an age of sins and disorder. As you saw, this world is overflowing with disorder and, as a result, a great threat is weighing heavily upon the entire human race. Even if I try to hold it off, what use will it be, if the world does not repent?
There has never been another age when so many children of this world strayed so far away from repentance and brought ruin upon themselves in cooperation with the devils and under the control of the devils as now. All of them must listen to my voice of love. But, instead of listening to my earnest voice burning with love, they revolt against me with sacrileges, insults, criticisms and judgments, thereby causing great damage to other souls. Because of this, my beloved little souls are suffering pains.
Julia: Mother! I offer up my pains so that they may convert as soon as possible.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Thank you, my Little Soul! Even if their sins are enormous, I have pity on them and desire their return. But, if they turn away from me and reject me, God's arm of justice will soon be raised and the cup of His wrath will overflow. What will be the use of regretting at that time?
My daughter who follows me, suffering pains! Even today, I am calling, through your sufferings, my weak and little souls who have to fight a difficult fight against the evil force that causes afflictions and temptations day and night. Offer your sufferings more graciously. Know that, as high protein causes more foul smell when it decomposes, rewards will also be greater when the road slopes more steeply.
I intend to collect the seeds of martyrdom from your sufferings, plant them in the Garden of my Immaculate Heart, so that flowers will blossom from these seeds of goodness. Therefore, prepare many good seeds. They will be used in saving many countries and the human race at the decisive time of tribulation.
My beloved Little Soul! Offer yourself completely, in faithfulness to me, for the sake of your brethren who are gravely insulting and resisting my love, and also for the sake of the priests and religious who are going through the pains of labor for the Church of today. You must walk straight forward on the path that the Saints walked entrusting themselves completely to me with love.
There has never been a Saint who has not followed me closely. You have been chosen by me for an important mission. Never doubt my protection and love. Trust and rely on me. Let’s turn the cup of wrath into the cup of blessing with the in- tense flame of love burning in my Immaculate Heart. Daughter! Even when all the people of this world desert you, do not forget that I am always at your side and remember the reward in Heaven. Take care. Good-bye!
As the Blessed Mother disappeared and the light was gone, my sufferings started and I struggled. When I opened my eyes, my body was aching so much that I could not even move. I was carried on a stretcher to my house. I felt intense pain in my legs, and my toes began bleeding. I also had difficulty breathing. Those who witnessed it said that they were surprised at the sudden bleeding of my toes.