From the time I made up my mind to compile the ‘Five Spiritualities’ book, I was besieged with so many sufferings that I was always totally exhausted, and could not even keep my eyes open. After enduring indescribable hardships, I completed the book but collapsed from exhaustion. I almost died on several occasions while working on it. The pain intensified to an unbearable level, rendering it impossible for me to work. So, I went for a medical check-up.
My potassium level was 12.5 (normal level: 3.5-5), which is seen in a dead human body. My oxygen saturation dropped to 82% (normal range: 95-100%). The autonomic nervous system that controls all the organs of my body was dysfunctional too. I was in the worst state of health I had ever been.
Furthermore, I developed heart failure, asthma, and other conditions.My anus and private part peeled off, tore, bled, and excessively protruded, making it extremely difficult for me to move my body. Moreover, my body temperature dropped to 22.3 degrees Celsius, which was medically inexplicable. In the meanwhile, Satan and the devils continued to attack me in indescribable ways.
In reparation for the sins of obscenity, abortion, and homosexuality, my private part and anus were torn and ripped, and I endured horrible pain and bleeding, but I was overwhelmed with joy. How happy I was to think that the pilgrims who came to Naju would repent and be healed through my suffering!
During the First Saturday prayer meeting on Nov 4, I was deluged with so much pain that I received the Anointing of the Sick. As I was ready to walk out of the room to give a talk to the pilgrims, I suddenly felt an excruciating chest pain from myocardial infarction.
I offered it up by saying the Prayers of Life, “Lord, please heal the pilgrims who are suffering from severe heart disease (through my sufferings) today!” But I had difficulty breathing and felt like I was about to die. I placed nitroglycerin under my tongue and proceeded to the stage, praying, “Lord! I completely offer myself to You whether I die or live as I am Yours!” I was semiconscious due to excruciating pain and felt like passing out.
Nevertheless, even before the drug under my tongue melted, I commenced speaking to the pilgrims with all my might. After finishing the talk, I got a severe pounding headache, as if it was about to explode. So, I received the Anointing of the Sick again. Yet, my whole body seemed to stiffen from the suffering, so I received the sacrament of the Sick again, and at around 3 a.m., I cried out to the Lord from the depths of my heart.
“O my Love, my Beloved! My Everything! Now, I feel like I am going to die soon, but I willingly offer all these countless pains that I suffered since the Book of 'The Five Spiritualities' was set to be compiled.
Therefore, please grant the grace of repentance to your children who are gathered here today. This is the Month of the Souls in Purgatory. Could you elevate to Heaven those souls in Purgatory who are family or relatives of the pilgrims including those for whom the pilgrims are praying? If so, I will make reparations for all of them, instead.”
At that moment, Jesus, wearing a white mantle, came to my side with a benevolent look. I tried to stand up in amazement, but fell; Jesus looked at me with compassion and said.
JESUS:My Little Soul who loves her neighbors more than her self! Aren’t you scared or distressed by the pain that you suffer, that drives you to the brink of death?
Julia: I am happy because the pain brings hope that even a single soul can repent. Of course, there are times when I wish to be healthy as well. When I am in pain, I unfortunately have to get help from others, but I often find it hard to ask for help. There is also so much work to be done for Your sake, which I am unable to do.
JESUS: I see. If they collaborate with you on the work you are doing with their whole hearts and devotion, they also will receive the same reward as yours and share equal joy with you beside My Mother and Me on the last day. As I have said before, helping My Little Soul is the same as helping Me and My Mother. Therefore, those who offer their helping hands can also enjoy eternal happiness with you beside My Mother and Me on the last day.
My poor daughter, My beloved baby! How hard must it have been for you to watch those who are as stubborn as the Israelites! But, they will finally wake up and join you with a joyful heart. On the other hand, if they still don’t wake up, it will be their loss.
So, do not be sad any more. Didn’t God the Father tell you that even when you merely breathe, you are playing a significant role in saving numerous souls?
Julia: I am just an unworthy sinner. But my beloved Jesus, my everything! This unworthy sinner is anxiously pleading with you again. Sometimes, I feel my mind fading, suspended between life and death, accompanied by bleeding pains. In this month of the Souls in Purgatory, these children, who are here despite the many persecutions they have suffered, are praying for their departed family, relatives and acquaintances. I beg You to elevate all those departed souls to Heaven through these sufferings of mine.
JESUS:In this current age, even the great majority of the clergy, religious and children, who have been specially called, are being swept away by the angry waves of distorted love, with the doors of their hearts closed and ironclad in their own knowledge.
And yet, under the pretext of making Me known through a sham spirituality veiled in hypocrisy and greed, they persecute you in cunning ways a slow and persistent defamation, seeping in like moisture into paper, gradually staining and destroying reputations. You, who proclaim Me with utmost and incomparable loyalty, have thus become their target. And so, this world is turning into a cruel and wretched place that obstructs salvation. Nonetheless, you even accepted those extremely unfair obstacles as a gift of accumulating holy virtues, and willingly offered up the pains of double deaths, which you suffer moment after moment, for their salvation, advancing bravely with a dashing spirit.
Therefore, how can I refuse your entreaty? As your pain united with Mine has been so intense, I will deliver 10,003 souls from Purgatory as you wish today. Now look!
Jesus showed me countless graves, and I saw black sticks erected before the graves. Then He said to me:
JESUS: Blow your breath onto the graves.
Julia: What? Me?
JESUS:Yes, you have always done well everything that I told you to do. Now, blow your breath again. You've done it before, haven’t you? At that time, you were able to fly well, because you did exactly as I said. When we were flying together for some time and those many graves came into view, I said to you, “blow your breath onto the graves.”
When you blew your breath as I said, the graves were opened. When you blew again, the bones came together with a big sound. After that, when you blew your breath into them again, flesh grew over them. Lastly, when you blew again, they came back to life, received salvation, and went up to Heaven. Do you remember?
Julia: Of course, I clearly remember as if it just happened yesterday. But why did You entrust such great work to me, an unworthy sinner?
JESUS:Didn’t I tell you that I prepared you? I have also tested you many times. But you have never disappointed Me, not even for a single moment. Now, blow your breath, go ahead!
I blew my breath energetically towards the countless graves. Then all the black sticks erected beside the graves disappeared in an instant, and instead, bright crosses appeared. At that moment, Jesus lifted up His hands and gave a blessing toward the graves, saying,
JESUS: Today, I will give you complete absolution from your unfinished reparations in Purgatory through the little soul’s entreaty. Today you have been saved.
Julia: My Lord, Jesus, I know well that they’ve been saved, but today I did not see with my eyes whether their tombs were opened nor whether they were elevated to Heaven.
JESUS: I granted pardon for their unfinished penances through your bleeding entreaty, so they became purified and the radiant crosses were erected. They were already elevated to Heaven escorted by the angels. Even so, do you really still want to see it with your own eyes?
Julia: Yes, I do. Could You replay it for me?
JESUS:Oh, what a cute and adorable child, My baby! Shall I show it to you by replaying it?
Julia: Yes. I would love to see it.
As soon as I replied, those numerous tombs were opened again, and a great number of souls emerged from there. I broke into exclamation enraptured by the scene. They were truly going up to Heaven like white butterflies, escorted by the angels. They were too many to count.
Julia: O my Love, my Everything! Who am I, that You love me, a sinner, this much? Even in the midst of pain, my heart feels joyful as it moves towards You. So, what more would I desire in this life? You alone are my joy, my hope, and my everything. Even if suffering weighs heavily on me, my heart moving towards You is full of happiness, which is truly this sinner’s rest and repose. As You grant us grace in the measure we need, whenever we need it, You are our eternal love.
Only after I met Jesus was I able to come to my senses and meet the pilgrims at the appointed time, sharing God’s love with all of them.
The pains that Julia Kim suffered while she was writing the messages.
Message on November 5, 2017
From the time I made up my mind to compile the ‘Five Spiritualities’ book, I was besieged with so many sufferings that I was always totally exhausted, and could not even keep my eyes open. After enduring indescribable hardships, I completed the book but collapsed from exhaustion. I almost died on several occasions while working on it. The pain intensified to an unbearable level, rendering it impossible for me to work. So, I went for a medical check-up.
My potassium level was 12.5 (normal level: 3.5-5), which is seen in a dead human body. My oxygen saturation dropped to 82% (normal range: 95-100%). The autonomic nervous system that controls all the organs of my body was dysfunctional too. I was in the worst state of health I had ever been.
Furthermore, I developed heart failure, asthma, and other conditions. My anus and private part peeled off, tore, bled, and excessively protruded, making it extremely difficult for me to move my body. Moreover, my body temperature dropped to 22.3 degrees Celsius, which was medically inexplicable. In the meanwhile, Satan and the devils continued to attack me in indescribable ways.
In reparation for the sins of obscenity, abortion, and homosexuality, my private part and anus were torn and ripped, and I endured horrible pain and bleeding, but I was overwhelmed with joy. How happy I was to think that the pilgrims who came to Naju would repent and be healed through my suffering!
During the First Saturday prayer meeting on Nov 4, I was deluged with so much pain that I received the Anointing of the Sick. As I was ready to walk out of the room to give a talk to the pilgrims, I suddenly felt an excruciating chest pain from myocardial infarction.
I offered it up by saying the Prayers of Life, “Lord, please heal the pilgrims who are suffering from severe heart disease (through my sufferings) today!” But I had difficulty breathing and felt like I was about to die. I placed nitroglycerin under my tongue and proceeded to the stage, praying, “Lord! I completely offer myself to You whether I die or live as I am Yours!” I was semiconscious due to excruciating pain and felt like passing out.
Nevertheless, even before the drug under my tongue melted, I commenced speaking to the pilgrims with all my might. After finishing the talk, I got a severe pounding headache, as if it was about to explode. So, I received the Anointing of the Sick again. Yet, my whole body seemed to stiffen from the suffering, so I received the sacrament of the Sick again, and at around 3 a.m., I cried out to the Lord from the depths of my heart.
“O my Love, my Beloved! My Everything! Now, I feel like I am going to die soon, but I willingly offer all these countless pains that I suffered since the Book of 'The Five Spiritualities' was set to be compiled.
Therefore, please grant the grace of repentance to your children who are gathered here today. This is the Month of the Souls in Purgatory. Could you elevate to Heaven those souls in Purgatory who are family or relatives of the pilgrims including those for whom the pilgrims are praying? If so, I will make reparations for all of them, instead.”
At that moment, Jesus, wearing a white mantle, came to my side with a benevolent look. I tried to stand up in amazement, but fell; Jesus looked at me with compassion and said.
JESUS: My Little Soul who loves her neighbors more than her self! Aren’t you scared or distressed by the pain that you suffer, that drives you to the brink of death?
Julia: I am happy because the pain brings hope that even a single soul can repent. Of course, there are times when I wish to be healthy as well. When I am in pain, I unfortunately have to get help from others, but I often find it hard to ask for help. There is also so much work to be done for Your sake, which I am unable to do.
JESUS: I see. If they collaborate with you on the work you are doing with their whole hearts and devotion, they also will receive the same reward as yours and share equal joy with you beside My Mother and Me on the last day. As I have said before, helping My Little Soul is the same as helping Me and My Mother. Therefore, those who offer their helping hands can also enjoy eternal happiness with you beside My Mother and Me on the last day.
My poor daughter, My beloved baby! How hard must it have been for you to watch those who are as stubborn as the Israelites! But, they will finally wake up and join you with a joyful heart. On the other hand, if they still don’t wake up, it will be their loss.
So, do not be sad any more. Didn’t God the Father tell you that even when you merely breathe, you are playing a significant role in saving numerous souls?
Julia: I am just an unworthy sinner. But my beloved Jesus, my everything! This unworthy sinner is anxiously pleading with you again. Sometimes, I feel my mind fading, suspended between life and death, accompanied by bleeding pains. In this month of the Souls in Purgatory, these children, who are here despite the many persecutions they have suffered, are praying for their departed family, relatives and acquaintances. I beg You to elevate all those departed souls to Heaven through these sufferings of mine.
JESUS: In this current age, even the great majority of the clergy, religious and children, who have been specially called, are being swept away by the angry waves of distorted love, with the doors of their hearts closed and ironclad in their own knowledge.
And yet, under the pretext of making Me known through a sham spirituality veiled in hypocrisy and greed, they persecute you in cunning ways a slow and persistent defamation, seeping in like moisture into paper, gradually staining and destroying reputations. You, who proclaim Me with utmost and incomparable loyalty, have thus become their target. And so, this world is turning into a cruel and wretched place that obstructs salvation. Nonetheless, you even accepted those extremely unfair obstacles as a gift of accumulating holy virtues, and willingly offered up the pains of double deaths, which you suffer moment after moment, for their salvation, advancing bravely with a dashing spirit.
Therefore, how can I refuse your entreaty? As your pain united with Mine has been so intense, I will deliver 10,003 souls from Purgatory as you wish today. Now look!
Jesus showed me countless graves, and I saw black sticks erected before the graves. Then He said to me:
JESUS: Blow your breath onto the graves.
Julia: What? Me?
JESUS: Yes, you have always done well everything that I told you to do. Now, blow your breath again. You've done it before, haven’t you? At that time, you were able to fly well, because you did exactly as I said. When we were flying together for some time and those many graves came into view, I said to you, “blow your breath onto the graves.”
When you blew your breath as I said, the graves were opened. When you blew again, the bones came together with a big sound. After that, when you blew your breath into them again, flesh grew over them. Lastly, when you blew again, they came back to life, received salvation, and went up to Heaven. Do you remember?
Julia: Of course, I clearly remember as if it just happened yesterday. But why did You entrust such great work to me, an unworthy sinner?
JESUS: Didn’t I tell you that I prepared you? I have also tested you many times. But you have never disappointed Me, not even for a single moment. Now, blow your breath, go ahead!
I blew my breath energetically towards the countless graves. Then all the black sticks erected beside the graves disappeared in an instant, and instead, bright crosses appeared. At that moment, Jesus lifted up His hands and gave a blessing toward the graves, saying,
JESUS: Today, I will give you complete absolution from your unfinished reparations in Purgatory through the little soul’s entreaty. Today you have been saved.
Julia: My Lord, Jesus, I know well that they’ve been saved, but today I did not see with my eyes whether their tombs were opened nor whether they were elevated to Heaven.
JESUS: I granted pardon for their unfinished penances through your bleeding entreaty, so they became purified and the radiant crosses were erected. They were already elevated to Heaven escorted by the angels. Even so, do you really still want to see it with your own eyes?
Julia: Yes, I do. Could You replay it for me?
JESUS: Oh, what a cute and adorable child, My baby! Shall I show it to you by replaying it?
Julia: Yes. I would love to see it.
As soon as I replied, those numerous tombs were opened again, and a great number of souls emerged from there. I broke into exclamation enraptured by the scene. They were truly going up to Heaven like white butterflies, escorted by the angels. They were too many to count.
Julia: O my Love, my Everything! Who am I, that You love me, a sinner, this much? Even in the midst of pain, my heart feels joyful as it moves towards You. So, what more would I desire in this life? You alone are my joy, my hope, and my everything. Even if suffering weighs heavily on me, my heart moving towards You is full of happiness, which is truly this sinner’s rest and repose. As You grant us grace in the measure we need, whenever we need it, You are our eternal love.
Only after I met Jesus was I able to come to my senses and meet the pilgrims at the appointed time, sharing God’s love with all of them.
The pains that Julia Kim suffered while she was writing the messages.