Message on June 16, 1995
I offered up the intense suffering that lasted for several days for the repentance of sinners and for the sanctification of the clergy and religious.
On June 30, it will be the tenth anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s first weeping tears. Over the past ten years, she has revealed her presence by shedding tears, tears of blood, and fragrant oil for the salvation of all the children in the world. She has allowed miracles directly or indirectly to numerous people on countless occasions. Despite all these, she has not yet been approved. Instead, she has been receiving misunderstanding, criticism, and accusations. How deeply must her Heart be hurting? I feel so sad.
I had an appointment to see Fr. Spies in Anyang. It was difficult to keep that appointment because of my pains, but I went to Fr. Spies praying to the Lord, “Whether I live or die, I am always Yours. May Your Will be done.” I attended Mass celebrated by Fr. Spies. During Mass, I had to lie down because of pains. Soon, I entered an ecstasy and began trembling at the sight of people who were being purified by the fire in Purgatory. Then, I heard the voice of Jesus.
JESUS: I chose you and saved you from death several times in order to make use of you, and you promised to suffer pains. Despite the promise, why are you hesitating and trying to lay down the cross saying that you are unworthy and unqualified?
Startled at His resounding voice, I looked around.
JESUS: You have made frequent Confessions and offered much penance, yet you have often been on the brink of falling down despite your promise of martyrdom. So, will you walk through the fire of Purgatory in order to purify your soul even more and also for the clergy who are going astray?
I was scared, but without hesitation, I replied, “Yes,” and went in and out of the intense fire. The heat was indescribably painful.
JESUS: Now your soul has been completely purified. Go to the Kingdom of God.
Right away, angels took me to Heaven which I had seen before. God the Father was sitting on a high throne, surrounded by the angels. The Blessed Mother was also beside Him.
GOD THE FATHER: Child! (After a long pause) Do you want Me to chastise the world now?
Julia: No, please wait a while longer. More souls will repent according to the Blessed Mother’s words. There already are many who are repenting.
GOD THE FATHER: Then, will you return to the world and spread the messages more diligently?
Julia: I don’t want to do, for I am not qualified. It is beyond my power. I am so unworthy. Many clergy and numerous people do not realize that the end times are approaching.
GOD THE FATHER: That is right. If the people in the world knew that the end times are approaching, they would repent… If they do not repent until the end, there will only be ruin. You must go in a hurry and make it known that the time is approaching when I, who am God and Father, will speak with a stern voice. Do you not think you should prevent it with prayers?
If priests, who are ministers of Jesus and were chosen by Me through My Son, do not listen to My Words and continue to judge and criticize them, the sheep who are following them will also continue to walk toward hell. Keep in mind that I will send down My fierce judgment. They are blocking the Gate of Heaven with their key of knowledge, leaving numerous souls to loiter and wander outside. I cannot tolerate this any longer.
When one priest falls, it is not just him who falls. Many souls fall along with him. This gives Me the pain of My Heart being torn.
My beloved daughter! Many priests, religious and lay people are committing many sins with their tongues. Can you suffer the pain of the fire in Purgatory for them so that they may repent?
Julia: Yes. If they can repent, I will suffer the pain.
I stuck out my tongue and received the pain of the fire on it. After the suffering ended, I found my tongue covered in black soot, as if it had been burned by the fire of this world. One side was red and cracked. My mouth was completely dry, and the pain was so intense that it felt as if my tongue had shriveled.
GOD THE FATHER: I feel so much pain in My Heart that I really want to send down punishment upon this world. But I can not do it to save even one more soul, seeing your earnest wish and your loving heart offering up suffering. Go to the world in a hurry and cry out.
At that moment, the Blessed Mother who wore a blue mantle flew to me, radiating light, and embraced me.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Now, receive the Holy Eucharist in a hurry which is Heavenly Food and will fill your soul.
Then, I woke up and saw that Fr. Spies was about to give me Communion. Because my tongue was hardened, I could not swallow the Sacred Host. I made gestures asking for water. Fr. Spies gave me the Precious Blood, with which I melted the Host and swallow It. At that moment, I saw a vision. The Blessed Mother was sitting wearing a shiny royal crown and was holding Baby Jesus in her arms.
She had a beautiful, peaceful and bright smile. In her front were the Holy Father, the Apostolic Nuncio, Fr. Spies, all the priests who love the Blessed Mother, and our group, playing joyfully like children.
After the Mass, I made a confession to Fr. Spies, while still lying down. The Blessed Mother was sitting beside him, and Jesus was standing just behind him. While hearing the confession, Fr. Spies was unaware of the Blessed Mother’s presence.
When Fr. Spies touched the spot where the Blessed Mother was sitting with his left hand, it slipped, startling him. We saw his hand covered in much fragrant oil, which was quickly absorbed into his hand. We were all so amazed at the mystery that we praised the Lord.
Message on June 16, 1995
I offered up the intense suffering that lasted for several days for the repentance of sinners and for the sanctification of the clergy and religious.
On June 30, it will be the tenth anniversary of the Blessed Mother’s first weeping tears. Over the past ten years, she has revealed her presence by shedding tears, tears of blood, and fragrant oil for the salvation of all the children in the world. She has allowed miracles directly or indirectly to numerous people on countless occasions. Despite all these, she has not yet been approved. Instead, she has been receiving misunderstanding, criticism, and accusations. How deeply must her Heart be hurting? I feel so sad.
I had an appointment to see Fr. Spies in Anyang. It was difficult to keep that appointment because of my pains, but I went to Fr. Spies praying to the Lord, “Whether I live or die, I am always Yours. May Your Will be done.” I attended Mass celebrated by Fr. Spies. During Mass, I had to lie down because of pains. Soon, I entered an ecstasy and began trembling at the sight of people who were being purified by the fire in Purgatory. Then, I heard the voice of Jesus.
JESUS: I chose you and saved you from death several times in order to make use of you, and you promised to suffer pains. Despite the promise, why are you hesitating and trying to lay down the cross saying that you are unworthy and unqualified?
Startled at His resounding voice, I looked around.
JESUS: You have made frequent Confessions and offered much penance, yet you have often been on the brink of falling down despite your promise of martyrdom. So, will you walk through the fire of Purgatory in order to purify your soul even more and also for the clergy who are going astray?
I was scared, but without hesitation, I replied, “Yes,” and went in and out of the intense fire. The heat was indescribably painful.
JESUS: Now your soul has been completely purified. Go to the Kingdom of God.
Right away, angels took me to Heaven which I had seen before. God the Father was sitting on a high throne, surrounded by the angels. The Blessed Mother was also beside Him.
GOD THE FATHER: Child! (After a long pause) Do you want Me to chastise the world now?
Julia: No, please wait a while longer. More souls will repent according to the Blessed Mother’s words. There already are many who are repenting.
GOD THE FATHER: Then, will you return to the world and spread the messages more diligently?
Julia: I don’t want to do, for I am not qualified. It is beyond my power. I am so unworthy. Many clergy and numerous people do not realize that the end times are approaching.
GOD THE FATHER: That is right. If the people in the world knew that the end times are approaching, they would repent… If they do not repent until the end, there will only be ruin. You must go in a hurry and make it known that the time is approaching when I, who am God and Father, will speak with a stern voice. Do you not think you should prevent it with prayers?
If priests, who are ministers of Jesus and were chosen by Me through My Son, do not listen to My Words and continue to judge and criticize them, the sheep who are following them will also continue to walk toward hell. Keep in mind that I will send down My fierce judgment. They are blocking the Gate of Heaven with their key of knowledge, leaving numerous souls to loiter and wander outside. I cannot tolerate this any longer.
When one priest falls, it is not just him who falls. Many souls fall along with him. This gives Me the pain of My Heart being torn.
My beloved daughter! Many priests, religious and lay people are committing many sins with their tongues. Can you suffer the pain of the fire in Purgatory for them so that they may repent?
Julia: Yes. If they can repent, I will suffer the pain.
I stuck out my tongue and received the pain of the fire on it. After the suffering ended, I found my tongue covered in black soot, as if it had been burned by the fire of this world. One side was red and cracked. My mouth was completely dry, and the pain was so intense that it felt as if my tongue had shriveled.
GOD THE FATHER: I feel so much pain in My Heart that I really want to send down punishment upon this world. But I can not do it to save even one more soul, seeing your earnest wish and your loving heart offering up suffering. Go to the world in a hurry and cry out.
At that moment, the Blessed Mother who wore a blue mantle flew to me, radiating light, and embraced me.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: Now, receive the Holy Eucharist in a hurry which is Heavenly Food and will fill your soul.
Then, I woke up and saw that Fr. Spies was about to give me Communion. Because my tongue was hardened, I could not swallow the Sacred Host. I made gestures asking for water. Fr. Spies gave me the Precious Blood, with which I melted the Host and swallow It. At that moment, I saw a vision. The Blessed Mother was sitting wearing a shiny royal crown and was holding Baby Jesus in her arms.
She had a beautiful, peaceful and bright smile. In her front were the Holy Father, the Apostolic Nuncio, Fr. Spies, all the priests who love the Blessed Mother, and our group, playing joyfully like children.
After the Mass, I made a confession to Fr. Spies, while still lying down. The Blessed Mother was sitting beside him, and Jesus was standing just behind him. While hearing the confession, Fr. Spies was unaware of the Blessed Mother’s presence.
When Fr. Spies touched the spot where the Blessed Mother was sitting with his left hand, it slipped, startling him. We saw his hand covered in much fragrant oil, which was quickly absorbed into his hand. We were all so amazed at the mystery that we praised the Lord.