Message on January 18, 2002 (1)
In the midst of extreme pain, to the point where I could not even recite ‘Our Father’, I was completely exhausted. I slowly walked up the Way of the Cross on the Blessed Mother’s Mountain, meditating on the sufferings of the Lord as I moved from one station to the next. When I reached the Ninth Station, my body, which had been so weak that I could barely move, suddenly felt light. As I opened my eyes, my helpers and I were astonished to see fresh blood marks on the paving blocks.
At the 12th Station as well, we saw fresh blood marks scattered across the ground. There were also clearly visible splatter marks made when the blood dripped on the ground. When we looked closely, we found that blood had been shed all the way from the 7th Station to the 13th Station. It was about 9:30 a.m. Wanting to examine it more carefully, we went back down and climbed up again, station by station. When we paused at the Seventh Station for a brief meditation, I saw a vision.
Whenever people in the world committed sins, Jesus' crown of thorns pressed down harder, causing Him to bleed, and He was crucified again, pouring out an overwhelming amount of blood. His Sacred Heart was tearing to pieces and was bleeding. The Blessed Mother was watching all this, shedding tears of blood for the pain of her Heart tearing apart. She spoke lovingly and gently.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: My beloved daughter! Your Lord and I, who listen to the sounds of your fervent prayers which you offer every day to share in the Lord’s carrying of the Cross, receive great consolation.
I prayed fervently, crying out in my heart, “Oh, my Mother, my Mama! What can I not do, if only my feeble and meager prayers can be of some comfort to the Lord? I am the Lord’s if I die and I am the Lord’s if I live. Let me become a faithful instrument solely according to the Lord’s will.”
I barely finished my earnest prayer, when, following a sudden sound of whipping, I fell down on the ground covered with rocks and began rolling down to the extent that I almost became unconscious. Still, I was happy because I could participate in even a little of the Lord’s sufferings. (Later, those collaborators who were praying with me said that I rolled down about 12 times.) Then, I heard the Lord’s voice.
JESUS: My beloved little soul! My lovable baby who finds joy in suffering pains for Me and My Mother and for the conversion of sinners! Many souls will repent through the pains that you suffer in union with My Mother in My transcending Love. How can I not be with you, when you are always with My Mother and Me like this? How can I not listen to the sounds of the prayers that you offer?
This place is the Way of the Cross, which I personally walk shedding blood together with you. Therefore, if all those who walk this Way of the Cross open the doors of their hearts widely, desire sincerely to be united with Me, and pray participating in the pains that I suffered, they will meet Me and receive spiritual and physical healings.
All My beloved children in the world! Even at this hour, when two thousand years have passed, I have come to you, shedding blood like this, in order to be with you. Do not regret on the last day your attachments and compromises with the things of the world and the flesh which will decay and pass away, but make haste to rush to Me through My Mother, arm yourselves with the messages which My Mother and I have been giving you for your repentance, repeating the same words again and again, and enjoy Heaven through salvation which has been earned through the immeasurable pains of the Cross.
Message on January 18, 2002 (1)
In the midst of extreme pain, to the point where I could not even recite ‘Our Father’, I was completely exhausted. I slowly walked up the Way of the Cross on the Blessed Mother’s Mountain, meditating on the sufferings of the Lord as I moved from one station to the next. When I reached the Ninth Station, my body, which had been so weak that I could barely move, suddenly felt light. As I opened my eyes, my helpers and I were astonished to see fresh blood marks on the paving blocks.
At the 12th Station as well, we saw fresh blood marks scattered across the ground. There were also clearly visible splatter marks made when the blood dripped on the ground. When we looked closely, we found that blood had been shed all the way from the 7th Station to the 13th Station. It was about 9:30 a.m. Wanting to examine it more carefully, we went back down and climbed up again, station by station. When we paused at the Seventh Station for a brief meditation, I saw a vision.
Whenever people in the world committed sins, Jesus' crown of thorns pressed down harder, causing Him to bleed, and He was crucified again, pouring out an overwhelming amount of blood. His Sacred Heart was tearing to pieces and was bleeding. The Blessed Mother was watching all this, shedding tears of blood for the pain of her Heart tearing apart. She spoke lovingly and gently.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: My beloved daughter! Your Lord and I, who listen to the sounds of your fervent prayers which you offer every day to share in the Lord’s carrying of the Cross, receive great consolation.
I prayed fervently, crying out in my heart, “Oh, my Mother, my Mama! What can I not do, if only my feeble and meager prayers can be of some comfort to the Lord? I am the Lord’s if I die and I am the Lord’s if I live. Let me become a faithful instrument solely according to the Lord’s will.”
I barely finished my earnest prayer, when, following a sudden sound of whipping, I fell down on the ground covered with rocks and began rolling down to the extent that I almost became unconscious. Still, I was happy because I could participate in even a little of the Lord’s sufferings. (Later, those collaborators who were praying with me said that I rolled down about 12 times.) Then, I heard the Lord’s voice.
JESUS: My beloved little soul! My lovable baby who finds joy in suffering pains for Me and My Mother and for the conversion of sinners! Many souls will repent through the pains that you suffer in union with My Mother in My transcending Love. How can I not be with you, when you are always with My Mother and Me like this? How can I not listen to the sounds of the prayers that you offer?
This place is the Way of the Cross, which I personally walk shedding blood together with you. Therefore, if all those who walk this Way of the Cross open the doors of their hearts widely, desire sincerely to be united with Me, and pray participating in the pains that I suffered, they will meet Me and receive spiritual and physical healings.
All My beloved children in the world! Even at this hour, when two thousand years have passed, I have come to you, shedding blood like this, in order to be with you. Do not regret on the last day your attachments and compromises with the things of the world and the flesh which will decay and pass away, but make haste to rush to Me through My Mother, arm yourselves with the messages which My Mother and I have been giving you for your repentance, repeating the same words again and again, and enjoy Heaven through salvation which has been earned through the immeasurable pains of the Cross.