I was doing the Stations of the Cross on the Blessed Mother’s Mountain, meditating on the unlimited love of Jesus who climbed Mount Calvary carrying the cross in silence and with love even amidst the cruel pains which were beyond human imagination. When I was thinking about how painful it must have been to Him moment after moment as He also had a human body, I could not stop weeping.
At the Seventh Station where Jesus fell the second time, I saw a vision of a Roman soldier striking Jesus on His left cheek mercilessly with his ringed fist. At that moment, another soldier kicked Jesus violently as if trying to outdo the first soldier. Simultaneously, I suffered the pains that the Roman soldiers inflicted upon Jesus. In an instant, I was knocked down and rolled several times.
A while later when I regained consciousness, I realized that there actually was a large cut on my left cheek. As the pain was particularly severe, I understood that Jesus was beaten repeatedly on the same wound on His face. At the Ninth Station, Jesus, completely drained of energy, fell repeatedly. Without receiving any help from anyone, He barely managed to rise again.
After Jesus stood up with great difficulty, a Roman soldier resumed whipping and cruelly kicking Him as if to ridicule Him. It was a deplorable scene that one could not look at with open eyes. At that moment, I also participated in the pains that Jesus suffered. As I was being cruelly whipped and kicked, I fell down and rolled on the ground. At the 10th Station, many people were ridiculing Jesus with all kinds of insults and curses, frequently striking His body.
Each time they struck Him, my body was shaken in all directions by their insulting hands, and when they hit harder, my body shook even more violently. At the Twelfth Station, I saw a vision of Jesus breathing His last on the Cross and a Roman soldier piercing the Lord's right side with a spear. At the same moment, a spear pierced my side and penetrated my heart. This occurred instantaneously and was accompanied with a truly incredible pain. I screamed loudly "Aak!" and fell backward.
At that moment, Jesus stretched out His arms and bestowed light upon all of us. I said loudly, "Receive the light!" The light that poured out of Jesus’ both hands was shining upon everyone's head. Seconds later, the light turned into drops of blood and dripped upon everyone's head. Then, I heard the loving, kind, and beautiful voice of the Blessed Mother.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: My beloved daughter! My lovable daughter who finds happiness in suffering pains because you want to become a handkerchief of love to wipe away my Son Jesus’ blood and sweat and my tears of blood; to become pliers of love to pull out nails driven into Us; and to become a tailor of love to mend the Heart of Jesus and my Heart which have been torn! Your bleeding pains will not be fruitless, and, through the sacrifices and reparations that all of you offer, many souls will receive the grace of repentance. Therefore, become a net of even greater love and go forward doing your best in a heroic way in response to my will to save all the children in the world.
Message on January 5, 2002
I was doing the Stations of the Cross on the Blessed Mother’s Mountain, meditating on the unlimited love of Jesus who climbed Mount Calvary carrying the cross in silence and with love even amidst the cruel pains which were beyond human imagination. When I was thinking about how painful it must have been to Him moment after moment as He also had a human body, I could not stop weeping.
At the Seventh Station where Jesus fell the second time, I saw a vision of a Roman soldier striking Jesus on His left cheek mercilessly with his ringed fist. At that moment, another soldier kicked Jesus violently as if trying to outdo the first soldier. Simultaneously, I suffered the pains that the Roman soldiers inflicted upon Jesus. In an instant, I was knocked down and rolled several times.
A while later when I regained consciousness, I realized that there actually was a large cut on my left cheek. As the pain was particularly severe, I understood that Jesus was beaten repeatedly on the same wound on His face. At the Ninth Station, Jesus, completely drained of energy, fell repeatedly. Without receiving any help from anyone, He barely managed to rise again.
After Jesus stood up with great difficulty, a Roman soldier resumed whipping and cruelly kicking Him as if to ridicule Him. It was a deplorable scene that one could not look at with open eyes. At that moment, I also participated in the pains that Jesus suffered. As I was being cruelly whipped and kicked, I fell down and rolled on the ground. At the 10th Station, many people were ridiculing Jesus with all kinds of insults and curses, frequently striking His body.
Each time they struck Him, my body was shaken in all directions by their insulting hands, and when they hit harder, my body shook even more violently. At the Twelfth Station, I saw a vision of Jesus breathing His last on the Cross and a Roman soldier piercing the Lord's right side with a spear. At the same moment, a spear pierced my side and penetrated my heart. This occurred instantaneously and was accompanied with a truly incredible pain. I screamed loudly "Aak!" and fell backward.
At that moment, Jesus stretched out His arms and bestowed light upon all of us. I said loudly, "Receive the light!" The light that poured out of Jesus’ both hands was shining upon everyone's head. Seconds later, the light turned into drops of blood and dripped upon everyone's head. Then, I heard the loving, kind, and beautiful voice of the Blessed Mother.
THE BLESSED MOTHER: My beloved daughter! My lovable daughter who finds happiness in suffering pains because you want to become a handkerchief of love to wipe away my Son Jesus’ blood and sweat and my tears of blood; to become pliers of love to pull out nails driven into Us; and to become a tailor of love to mend the Heart of Jesus and my Heart which have been torn! Your bleeding pains will not be fruitless, and, through the sacrifices and reparations that all of you offer, many souls will receive the grace of repentance. Therefore, become a net of even greater love and go forward doing your best in a heroic way in response to my will to save all the children in the world.