Message on June 5, 1988
I had been in bed for several days because of the intense pains, not even able to go to the bathroom. When I had to move myself, several people had to help me. But, as it was the Solemnity of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ, I could not remain in bed all day.
Because of the pains, I prayed more fervently that the Lord wash the dirt away from my soul so that I may be more worthy as the Lord’s instrument and went to the church to meet Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, supported by others. In the church, I could not keep myself sitting up and had to be supported by several volunteer helpers.
It was a pain that would have been unbearable without the love of Jesus. I offered up the pain for the repentance of sinners. Soon, I entered an ecstasy and saw the Blessed Mother. She was extremely beautiful and her height was about 165 cm (5' 5"). She was holding a rosary in her right hand and was wearing a white dress and a blue mantle which stretched from her head to feet.
The hems of her mantle were sparkling gold. In her chest, there was her Immaculate Heart, red color and with fire flaming up. The Heart was penetrated by seven swords. Under her feet, there were three roses—white, red and yellow. Jesus was bleeding and a bright light was radiating from His whole Body like the sun. Above the Crucifix, there was a white dove radiating a bright light.
Julia: Jesus! Many of Your children aspire to see and come to You, but are unable to do so, because they do not know how. Please kindle the fire of love in them. I am unworthy, but will offer up my sufferings for them. Help me. Even in this, not my will but Your Will be done.
I received Holy Communion and, when I was coming back to my pew supported by the volunteer helpers, I suddenly felt my mouth becoming filled (with the Eucharist) and sensed the strong smell of blood. Then, I felt as if I were floating in the air, spinning around, and then landing on the ground. At that moment, I heard the loud voice of Jesus from the tabernacle.
JESUS: Look at Me.
I was very surprised when I looked in the direction of the voice. Jesus was there bleeding so miserably. The Blood was not falling to the ground but into the beautiful chalice and paten on the altar to be brought to us in the forms of the Eucharist and the Precious Blood. The Lord comes to us like that through priests during Mass.
The Blessed Mother was standing by Jesus. She always looks beau- tiful, and, today, looked particularly anxious and radiating light. The Blessed Mother suffers pain because of the love that Jesus pours on us, but she also rejoices because, by our receiving the Eucharist, we, sinners, become renewed and united as one.
For this reason, the Blessed Mother wants and prays that each and every one of us renounces the ego and receives the Holy Eucharist with a clean heart. Jesus spoke again.
JESUS: I am still nailed to the Cross like this and bleeding to save the whole human race, and My Blood will not flow in vain. I am the Transfuser who washes away your filthy dirt.
My Precious Blood is the special medicine that will open the eyes of the sick souls and wake up the sleeping souls through priests, but I am very troubled that they receive Me out of habit and with indifference in their hearts. I wish to pour down all My love upon all the souls on this earth. Help them participate in the Heavenly banquet. My Mother Mary has often encouraged you to make frequent confessions. But many children make perfunctory confessions or try to receive Me without going to confession, which is why I cannot transfuse My Blood into them well.
A confession made out of habit or without true repentance is rather an insult to Me and will not enable one to accept Me. Therefore, go to confession with sincere repentance so that I may work within your souls. I desire to pour all My love upon all the children of this world, but there are too many who cannot meet Me because they do not go to confession.
Therefore, I tell you this; those children who truly repent (their sins) and have the desire to meet Me in reconciliation but cannot make confession for unavoidable reasons can meet Me by first making the promise to make the confession. But, if that promise is not kept, it will constitute an even greater sacrilege.
If the promise is well kept, I will kindle a fire of greater love in them than in the case of making a perfunctory confession. It is My Love that prompted Me to come down to this world and call sinners, not the righteous. I want everyone, without exception, to belong to Me. That is why I have entrusted and continue to entrust all of them to My Mother Mary. Therefore, by following her, you will be following Me.
Come now, all the children of the world! Today, as always, I am waiting for you as the sacrificial victim. Let's gather around the Heavenly table and share love together. When you open your hearts wide and return to Me, I will not question you about your past, but will send down the cup of blessing on you.
My Little Soul! I ask you again. Pray for the Pope who is My Vicar as well as for all the cardinals, bishops and priests. Offer more sacrifices and reparations unceasingly so that they may carry out their duties faithfully.
I want them to follow Me with self-renunciation and poverty. I entrusted all the work to them. So, all the liturgical celebrations they offer are what I offer.
Without self-mortification, how can they follow Me? I want you to offer up your sufferings and reparations more graciously so that they may carry out their duties faithfully. The little sacrifices offered unseen by others are what console My Heart, making the graces that flow to everyone all the more beautiful.
I send My love unceasingly to the Pope who is My High Priest, and cardinals, bishops and priests. And My Mother will help My love flow abundantly into all the souls. Rely totally on My Mother.
Jesus gave a blessing and I made a Sign of the Cross. As I was coming out of the ecstasy, the Pastor also was giving the blessing at the end of the Mass. At that moment, I found my body restored to a normal healthy condition. Those faithful who saw this rejoiced and were amazed.
Julia: Truly good Jesus! You show such a great love for the sake of sinners. You even shed Blood for me, a sinner who deserves death. I cannot even find proper words to express my gratitude. Jesus! When Your precious love is transfused to the whole world, it will turn into a paradise. But how sorry it is that so many of Your children do not know what this precious love is and still make judgments and, because of this, they are walking toward hell. My beloved Jesus is so lonely. Jesus! I am Yours, though unworthy. Make me Your dwelling place and be comforted.
Message on June 5, 1988
I had been in bed for several days because of the intense pains, not even able to go to the bathroom. When I had to move myself, several people had to help me. But, as it was the Solemnity of the Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ, I could not remain in bed all day.
Because of the pains, I prayed more fervently that the Lord wash the dirt away from my soul so that I may be more worthy as the Lord’s instrument and went to the church to meet Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, supported by others. In the church, I could not keep myself sitting up and had to be supported by several volunteer helpers.
It was a pain that would have been unbearable without the love of Jesus. I offered up the pain for the repentance of sinners. Soon, I entered an ecstasy and saw the Blessed Mother. She was extremely beautiful and her height was about 165 cm (5' 5"). She was holding a rosary in her right hand and was wearing a white dress and a blue mantle which stretched from her head to feet.
The hems of her mantle were sparkling gold. In her chest, there was her Immaculate Heart, red color and with fire flaming up. The Heart was penetrated by seven swords. Under her feet, there were three roses—white, red and yellow. Jesus was bleeding and a bright light was radiating from His whole Body like the sun. Above the Crucifix, there was a white dove radiating a bright light.
Julia: Jesus! Many of Your children aspire to see and come to You, but are unable to do so, because they do not know how. Please kindle the fire of love in them. I am unworthy, but will offer up my sufferings for them. Help me. Even in this, not my will but Your Will be done.
I received Holy Communion and, when I was coming back to my pew supported by the volunteer helpers, I suddenly felt my mouth becoming filled (with the Eucharist) and sensed the strong smell of blood. Then, I felt as if I were floating in the air, spinning around, and then landing on the ground. At that moment, I heard the loud voice of Jesus from the tabernacle.
JESUS: Look at Me.
I was very surprised when I looked in the direction of the voice. Jesus was there bleeding so miserably. The Blood was not falling to the ground but into the beautiful chalice and paten on the altar to be brought to us in the forms of the Eucharist and the Precious Blood. The Lord comes to us like that through priests during Mass.
The Blessed Mother was standing by Jesus. She always looks beau- tiful, and, today, looked particularly anxious and radiating light. The Blessed Mother suffers pain because of the love that Jesus pours on us, but she also rejoices because, by our receiving the Eucharist, we, sinners, become renewed and united as one.
For this reason, the Blessed Mother wants and prays that each and every one of us renounces the ego and receives the Holy Eucharist with a clean heart. Jesus spoke again.
JESUS: I am still nailed to the Cross like this and bleeding to save the whole human race, and My Blood will not flow in vain. I am the Transfuser who washes away your filthy dirt.
My Precious Blood is the special medicine that will open the eyes of the sick souls and wake up the sleeping souls through priests, but I am very troubled that they receive Me out of habit and with indifference in their hearts. I wish to pour down all My love upon all the souls on this earth. Help them participate in the Heavenly banquet. My Mother Mary has often encouraged you to make frequent confessions. But many children make perfunctory confessions or try to receive Me without going to confession, which is why I cannot transfuse My Blood into them well.
A confession made out of habit or without true repentance is rather an insult to Me and will not enable one to accept Me. Therefore, go to confession with sincere repentance so that I may work within your souls. I desire to pour all My love upon all the children of this world, but there are too many who cannot meet Me because they do not go to confession.
Therefore, I tell you this; those children who truly repent (their sins) and have the desire to meet Me in reconciliation but cannot make confession for unavoidable reasons can meet Me by first making the promise to make the confession. But, if that promise is not kept, it will constitute an even greater sacrilege.
If the promise is well kept, I will kindle a fire of greater love in them than in the case of making a perfunctory confession. It is My Love that prompted Me to come down to this world and call sinners, not the righteous. I want everyone, without exception, to belong to Me. That is why I have entrusted and continue to entrust all of them to My Mother Mary. Therefore, by following her, you will be following Me.
Come now, all the children of the world! Today, as always, I am waiting for you as the sacrificial victim. Let's gather around the Heavenly table and share love together. When you open your hearts wide and return to Me, I will not question you about your past, but will send down the cup of blessing on you.
My Little Soul! I ask you again. Pray for the Pope who is My Vicar as well as for all the cardinals, bishops and priests. Offer more sacrifices and reparations unceasingly so that they may carry out their duties faithfully.
I want them to follow Me with self-renunciation and poverty. I entrusted all the work to them. So, all the liturgical celebrations they offer are what I offer.
Without self-mortification, how can they follow Me? I want you to offer up your sufferings and reparations more graciously so that they may carry out their duties faithfully. The little sacrifices offered unseen by others are what console My Heart, making the graces that flow to everyone all the more beautiful.
I send My love unceasingly to the Pope who is My High Priest, and cardinals, bishops and priests. And My Mother will help My love flow abundantly into all the souls. Rely totally on My Mother.
Jesus gave a blessing and I made a Sign of the Cross. As I was coming out of the ecstasy, the Pastor also was giving the blessing at the end of the Mass. At that moment, I found my body restored to a normal healthy condition. Those faithful who saw this rejoiced and were amazed.
Julia: Truly good Jesus! You show such a great love for the sake of sinners. You even shed Blood for me, a sinner who deserves death. I cannot even find proper words to express my gratitude. Jesus! When Your precious love is transfused to the whole world, it will turn into a paradise. But how sorry it is that so many of Your children do not know what this precious love is and still make judgments and, because of this, they are walking toward hell. My beloved Jesus is so lonely. Jesus! I am Yours, though unworthy. Make me Your dwelling place and be comforted.