635. The Sacred Heart of Jesus, Torn Apart Into Many Pieces, Pouring Out Masses of Blood

💌635. The Sacred Heart of Jesus, Torn Apart Into Many Pieces, Pouring Out Masses of Blood

Since 1980, when I was a catechumen, I placed great importance on the Holy Hours Devotion and I made sure to attend the Thursday Holy Hour every week without fail. Because Jesus revealed to me the suffering He bore, I could not simply pass by the Holy Hour without participating. Originally, there was no Holy Hour at the Naju parish. However, I wanted to unite in the suffering that Jesus experienced and pray the Holy Hour together with the community.

So, after receiving permission from the parish priest and the superior nun, I organized a Holy Hour at Naju Parish Church to make reparation for the insults Jesus received and I took care of it. Every Thursday, around 20 people would gather at the Naju Parish Church to offer prayers during the Holy Hour from 10 p.m. until 4 a.m. the next day. During these Holy Hours, Jesus allowed me to experience many things and poured abundant graces upon me.

During the Holy Hours Devotion on the first Thursday in Lent, April 1982, around 2-3 a.m., I had a vision. As I was praying with my eyes closed, I suddenly felt a sense of brightness, so I opened my eyes. Jesus appeared before me, dressed in a white robe with a red mantle and He was weeping. The moment I saw Him, I was so shocked and heartbroken that I cried out, “Oh! Lord, please take away Your tears!” and began to weep uncontrollably.

Just then, I heard the Lord’s sorrowful yet tender voice saying, “Look at Me.” I, who had been weeping bitterly, immediately lifted my face and looked at the Lord. And, to my astonishment, His chest opened and masses of blood poured out from His Sacred Heart.

In the previous retreat in the mountain, when Jesus had appeared to me, His chest had been torn apart into many pieces and blood had flowed from it. But on this day, blood poured out in large lumps, spilling in masses. During that moment, I cried out in despair, “O Lord! What are we to do?” and wept bitterly.

“My beloved Little Soul! When countless children of the world sin and violate God, I, who possess the divine nature, am crushed by pain and groan. The suffering I experience whenever the clergy I have chosen go astray is so extreme that it cannot even be compared to the suffering caused by the most wicked sinners; this is why I am shedding this blood.

This is precisely the pain that pierces My Heart again and again, which every breath , every move and every beat is in unison with My Mother’s Heart, in ardent love for you all, whenever they sin, causing My breath to stop. Therefore, I ask that at least , you who know Me, graciously offer up sacrifices and make reparations for the clergy, so that the clergy I have chosen may not go astray but remain faithful and more dedicated to their duties.”

“Yes, Lord! You have become the Master of my life, sometimes like the wind and sometimes like the fire. Please personally guide this truly unworthy sinner, so that I may become Your instrument, fulfilling only Your will. Amen.”

Since then, Jesus continued to show me the image of His Sacred Heart opening, with even masses of blood pouring out, as well as the light of His Sacred Heart and the light of His mercy shining forth, allowing me to experience the burning love of His Sacred Heart for humanity multiple times. Because of this, I could not help but love the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

Thus, I resolved deeply within my soul to become a tailor of love, stitching together the Sacred Heart, torn and suffering out of love for humanity. I longed to receive any pain Jesus bore and to pray for the repentance of sinners. He, who entrusted me with suffering as my calling, must have prepared my soul.

“Jesus, I offer myself up completely to You. Though I am unworthy and insignificant, please grant me even a small portion of the suffering You experience and allow me to comfort You, even if just a little.”

My personal reflection note with Mama Julia🌹💗 

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